Here you will find the Long Poem [Four Sonnets (1922)] of poet Edna St. Vincent Millay
I1. Love, though for this you riddle me with darts, . And drag me at your chariot till I die, -- . Oh, heavy prince! Oh, panderer of hearts! -- . Yet hear me tell how in their throats they lie . Who shout you mighty: thick about my hair, . Day in, day out, your ominous arrows purr, . Who still am free, unto no querulous care . A fool, and in no temple worshiper! . I, that have bared me to your quiver's fire, . Lifted my face into its puny rain, . Do wreathe you Impotent to Evoke Desire . As you are Powerless to Elicit Pain! . (Now will the god, for blasphemy so brave, . Punish me, surely, with the shaft I crave!) II2. I think I should have loved you presently, . And given in earnest words I flung in jest; . And lifted honest eyes for you to see, . And caught your hand against my cheek and breast; . And all my pretty follies flung aside . That won you to me, and beneath your gaze, . Naked of reticence and shorn of pride, . Spread like a chart my little wicked ways. . I, that had been to you, had you remained, . But one more waking from a recurrent dream, . Cherish no less the certain stakes I gained, . And walk your memory's halls, austere, supreme, . A ghost in marble of a girl you knew . Who would have loved you in a day or two. III3. Oh, think not I am faithful to a vow! . Faithless am I save to love's self alone. . Were you not lovely I would leave you now: . After the feet of beauty fly my own. . Were you not still my hunger's rarest food, . And water ever to my wildest thirst, . I would desert you -- think not but I would! -- . And seek another as I sought you first. . But you are mobile as the veering air, . And all your charms more changeful than the tide, . Wherefore to be inconstant is no care: . I have but to continue at your side. . So wanton, light and false, my love, are you, . I am most faithless when I most am true. IV4. I shall forget you presently, my dear, . So make the most of this, your little day, . Your little month, your little half a year, . Ere I forget, or die, or move away, . And we are done forever; by and by . I shall forget you, as I said, but now, . If you entreat me with your loveliest lie . I will protest you with my favorite vow. . I would indeed that love were longer-lived, . And vows were not so brittle as they are, . But so it is, and nature has contrived . To struggle on without a break thus far, -- . Whether or not we find what we are seeking . Is idle, biologically speaking.